EXHAUSTED AND EXCITED
Many of my friends are going through the same thing, and I can’t quite grasp what’s triggering it.
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I’m filled with a mix of excitement and exhaustion, all at once. It’s an odd feeling, really. When I listen to those around me, they often express their current state of exhaustion. I see teary eyes and sense an underlying sadness, even though they can’t quite pinpoint it’s’ cause or what’s triggering it.
There’s so much happening in the world, and I feel a similar whirlwind of emotions. One day, I’m brimming with excitement, fully immersed in my passions and confidently moving through life, full of energy. But the next day, I wake up feeling somewhat sad and super tired.
Why does this happen? I don’t have the answers, but the questions keep piling up.
What is normal these days?
Who really runs the world?
Will AI eventually take over everything?
How do algorithms shape our lives, with big tech companies seemingly in control?
Who can we trust in this complex landscape?
Is the frequency of the Earth changing?
Will there be a great reset, and if so what will that look like?
Where is it safe to live in this unpredictable world?
There are countless questions swirling around, and though we can search for answers, ultimately, we need to rely on ourselves, trust our hearts and gut and honour who we are. But I have to admit, it’s exhausting at times.
This isn’t the person I used to be, and these constant changes can be a tad draining. I do believe we all have to go through this process in our own way, and hopefully come out stronger on the other side. It’s simultaneously exciting and exhausting. It feels like a war, as if we’ve been through countless battles and are war tired.
Yes that’s it, I am war tired!! So tired of all the wars!!
Tired of the madness and out of balance with the world we live in. Thankfully, I don’t consume much mainstream news. I like to have a balanced perspective, so I follow, but very little these days, both mainstream and alternative news sources. It helps me chart the turbulent waters ahead.
When people ask where I search for information and news, I always recommend dipping in to both camps. You need to have two maps. One of the mainstream’s perspective, while also tapping into the alternative (very censored these days though) more truthful sources. This approach works for me and I believe it’s essential for all of us, so we can make good choices going forward.
The past few years have also brought excitement as more and more people open their eyes to different truths, breaking free from the limitations of the traditional TV-brain washing. They’re no longer weighed down by the world or swallowed by its demands. It’s incredible to witness these butterflies take flight and the increasing transparency that comes with it.
So, I keep going, even though I’m exhausted, excited, and sometimes sad. I’ve learned to accept and honour those emotions, giving space to the sadness when it needs it.
In the midst of this whirlwind, I find comfort in the fact that there’s a gradual shift happening. It’s like witnessing the world transform from chaos to clarity, from confusion to understanding. And while we may feel like we’re walking against the wind in a hurricane, there’s an underlying beauty in the connections we forge. People are coming together, supporting each other, and that’s how we’ll find our way through these rough times.
As we rise from our cocoons, we bring forth a newfound bravery and courage. It’s like we’re becoming these butterflies, ready to explore and fly in this world with a different perspective. The journey may be exhausting, but it’s also incredibly exciting. We’re shedding old layers, welcoming transparency, and finding the strength to be true to ourselves in the chaos.
I’ve written before about finding mental clarity and taking things at a slower pace. But ultimately, it’s about finding our own balance, honouring who we are as individuals.
I appreciate the downtime, yet I’m also driven to take action. And in this blend of excitement, exhaustion, and occasional sadness, I recognize that we’re living through extraordinary times.
The world may seem messed up, but it’s also a time of immense possibility and transformation. We can let our tears flow, giving them the space they deserve, while holding onto the love within us. Together, we can find our way through this ever changing landscape, cherishing the connections we make and honouring the beauty of our individual and collective growth.
This too shall pass (good and bad).
Until next time.
Much love and light your way,
Kim





It's called being a Human Being!! ;-) Hopefully, we learn our lessons as we progress through life on to whatever is our Next Assignment!! Hugs to you & Ole from this Grandma!!